nothing can't say

alhamdulillah..semua terjawab sudah....setiap pnantian ada hikmahnya..........dbagian ini kw katakan semuanya..........i'm happy heard that

sesak

menurutmu ...perasaan ini, perasaan apa?....
aq juga bingung..perasaan ini seperti perasaan lama itu tapi terkubur dan sekarang terasa kuat lagi...
sinyalnya kuat lagi, terasa sakit malah sekarang...
tapi aku sendiri tdk tahu posisi ku dimana...
aq takut aku kembali terjebak di jurang yang sama....
dimana aku takut, aku sendiri yang merasakannya..dan kau tidak...

aku berharap, ada kesempatan ..dimana bukan aku yang membuka topik tentang ini...
tapi kau yang mengajakku untuk membicarakannya dari hati ke hati...

terasa sesak sekarang, sperti diruang sempit ketika aku yang mendengar kau dengan dia,,,dengan dia lagi..dia lagi...
too much story i hear about ur girl...hukssss

apa kau pernah tahu,,,,bagaimana perasaan disini..yang ingin terlihat ampak kuat, ketika mendengar cerita tentangmu....
oh tuhan beri aku keajaiban kali ini....buka kan jalanku...

my day

masuk minggu ke-4....banyak cerita saving in my memory....
ibarat petani, setiap hari try to cultivate the soil...
cerita keluh kesah..udah mulai terakumulasi sdikit demi sdikit...
aku yg sekarang agaknya udah mlai males menanggapi hal-hal yg terkadang tdk perlu ntuk ditanggapin...banyak banget, capek sendiri jadinya....so, just keep up my mouth...
ibarat prognosa, berpikir ulang apakah bonam ato malam....up to u....

oiya..satu lagi..
disini...sudah mulai menikmati dan menemukan --> what must i do and try to find...

tapi dsini setiap org dtuntut berdiri dengan kaki sendiri..ya iyalah,...
tentu, enakan sendiri selagi bisa sendiri...karna terkadang suka banyak buntut dibelakangnya

inspire song again....

nich lagu bner' TOP deh pokoknya....from sarah mcLahlan-angeLs

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There’s always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it’s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I’ll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There’s vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don’t make no difference
Escaping one last time
It’s easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

a letter for u

go..go..go..I'll be fine noW..sure, my inspiratioN..i need u go after u make my heart feel so deep loving u....I hope u could found a better better better better than me from everything that I have had...just leave me alone here, I'll try to erase everything about u.
I'm tired because of all this situation that u have been made to me...
my sacrifice..forget it...I'm fine.
for the time, which i had spent for u, forgive me..
for all the mistake that i have made, uncontinous....

about LoVe

Cinta, tak pernah melukai. Cinta itu sabar dan setia, selalu diberikan tanpa pernah memikirkan imbalannya...
Love is not to be found in someone else,but in ourselves,we simply awaken it. But in order to do that we need the other person....

nobody perfect

petik pelajaran dari semuanya...tpi jgn belajar mlulu aja..changing...
huuuaaaa..banyak sekali ..seperti ini kah penutup dari semuanya..
banyak yg bisa dicerna :
tamak, jgn skali" nyimpen sifat tamak....gak baek sama skali.gak skarang, mungkin nanti..
jujur, nih salah stu yg penting utk dipunyain oleh seorang manusia yang baru mau beranjak terjun....harus dipupuk nih...karna kalo udah skali gak jujur, bsa" kterusan..
tolerate..apa yah..toleransi maksudnya...dengan sgala kputusan dan tindakan yang diambil orang".
belajar tdk menunda" pkerjaan ini juga paling penting.....biar gak numpuk...
tdk mudah percaya dalam menangkap maksud apapun...syapa thu ada udang dibalik terigu..
to be continued akh..mau ntn dlu.....

rewiNd

Lagunya justin bieber yNG ini Top dech...listen it...
lagu meaning juga....^_^)!!


[Justin Bieber]
Oh woooah, oh woooooah, oh wooooah, oh.
You know you love me, I know you care,
you shout whenever and I’ll be there.
You want my love, you want my heart
and we will never ever ever be apart.
Are we an item? girl quit playing,
we’re just friends, what are you saying.
Said there’s another, look right in my eyes,
my first love broke my heart for the first time.
And I was like…

[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby oooooh,
like baby, baby, baby noooooooo,
like baby, baby, baby, ooooh.
Thought you’d always be mine, mine (repeat)

[Justin Bieber]
Oh, for you I would have done whatever,
and I just can’t believe we aint together
and I wanna play it cool but i'm losing you
I buy you anything, I buy you any ring,
and im in pieces baby fix me and you shake me til’ you wake me from this bad dream.
I’m going down down down down
and I just can’t believe my first love won’t be around.
And I’m like…

[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby oooooh,
like baby, baby, baby noooooooo,
like baby, baby, baby, ooooh.
Thought you’d always be mine, mine (repeat)

[Ludacris]
Luda, When I was 13 I had my first love,
there was nobody that compared to my baby
and nobody came between us, no-one could ever come above
She had me going crazy, oh I was star-struck,
she woke me up daily, don’t need no Starbucks.
She made my heart pound, I skip a beat when I see her in the street and
at school on the playground but I really wanna see her on the weekend.
She knows she got me dazing coz she was so amazing
and now my heart is breaking but I just keep on saying….

[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby oooooh,
like baby, baby, baby noooooooo,
like baby, baby, baby, ooooh.
Thought you’d always be mine, mine (repeat)

Now I’m gone,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
now I’m all gone.
Gone, gone, gone, gone, I’m gone

Read more: http://lyricsmusicvideo.blogspot.com/2010/01/justin-bieber-ludacris-baby-lyrics.html#ixzz0sXQLxTyG

nyelipin akhhhh

nyoretlah

aku percaya dengan rizki...kalo dibilang indonya..rejeKi ..hohoho...iya masing" qta punya rejeki sendiri"....rejeki itu ga bakal ketuker...uda dari sananya..dan harus disyukuri...belajar untuk selalu menikmati apa yang udah diperoleh itu lebih baik...dan bermanfaat ketimbang mikirin rejeki orang lain...(nih plajaran penting nih...ok ok ok)....

rejeki tidak harus selalu berbanding lurus dengan usaaha yang dikeluarkan...karena rejeki adalah komponen tunggal yang independen...tidak ada garis lurus yang keluar dari percabangan kata reJeKi...karna komponen yang lain itu, hanyalah pendukung kecil (tapi bukan berarti gak Penting Jga...)

so, jgn menyia"kan apa yang bisa dilakukan sekarang.. aq harus lebih baik..selalu belajar untuk lebih baik lagi.,.dan sambil semua rasa dinikmati,,,,ingat rejeki bukan persamaan linier dengan variabel-variabel tersebut...